Was there really any ever question about this answer? Gengar has been one of my favorite pokemon since back in the days of Red and Blue. My love for this menacing ghost monster has only grown since then. It is still one of the fastest Pokemon around and can deal out some major damage to several Pokemon. It even has a mega evolution that simply makes it more badass. Gotta love that grin.
How to love your depressed lover.
Last night I thought I kissed the loneliness from out your belly button. I thought I did, but later you sat up, all bones and restless hands, and told me there is a knot in your body that I cannot undo. I never know what to say to these things. “It’s okay.” “Come back to bed.” “Please don’t go away again.” Sometimes you are gone for days at a time and it is all I can do not to call the police, file a missing person’s report, even though you are right there, still sleeping next to me in bed. But your eyes are like an empty house in winter: lights left on to scare away intruders. Except in this case I am the intruder and you are already locked up so tight that no one could possibly jimmy their way in. Last night I thought I gave you a reason not to be so sad when I held your body like a high note and we both trembled from the effort.
Some people, though, are sad against all reason, all sensibility, all love. I know better now. I know what to say to the things you admit to me in the dark, all bones and restless hands. “It’s okay.” “You can stay in bed.” “Please come back to me again.
For those that do not get this: Bulbasaur is the first on the pokedex, Mew is the genetic ancestor to all Pokemon Rhydon was the first Pokemon ever created, and Arceus created the universe so it is also technically the first in that came before everything, even space and time. Therefore there is no correct answer
The reality is that things have changed. In some ways I have changed. But, I always promise to have enough respect and kindness for myself (and for you) to show where I’ve been and where I am without judgement or hate. The path to loving yourself isn’t found only when running from your past. I’ve never hated who I was or what I chose. I’ve only hated how others made me feel. How I let them make me feel. I thought I was great at 320. I think I’m still great now. You don’t have to tear down what you were to create who you are. #bodypositive